So here I am back at RA training whoopdie fucking doo. As you can tell I as super jazzed about the whole experience. I believe the word I should use for this is...apathy I simply do not care, I do not want to be here, I detest it actually and I have no motivation to be of any help or service to my fellow RA's this semester (dear god I hope I move out half way)
My parents helped me move in yesterday and they knew I wasn't happy, they even said they knew it so my question is how, as a parent, can you live with yourself knowing you have just left your child in a miserable state in a place where they don't want to be? My guess is money because me being here is cheaper for them however I still do not believe this is fair.
But on the brighter side I found an even cheaper apartment for a 6 month lease (which is perfect) and is even closer to campus. But this is not going to make the 2 FUCKING WEEK TRAINING any better or any less boring or painful.
Hoping I survive the next two weeks without dying of sheer boredom, lack or motivation or complete apathy.
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