Everything works out in the end :)

Things get better, and life goes on...the best thing anyone can do for themselves is to be happy in who they are and to be perfectly ok with doing it by themselves...

Spirit

I love this song and I love this movie...I really want to watch this movie actually...like now...

Amazing

You are amazing, just the way you are...and when you smile, well I cant speak for the whole world but I know for a fact that my heart always skips a beat and my breath stops :)

Life is wonderful

It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to figure out what love is...but thats ok because I have to time to figure it out and I want to do it with you... :)

Jason Mraz Life is Wonderful...story of my life :)

Winter Break

I am officially done with this winter break thing. I want to see my friends and I'm really enjoying being able to see them but every time I come home my parents are jumping down my throat at every chance they get! I made on comment about something my mom made when she was experimenting in the kitchen like 3 years ago and she is still bringing it up and how I'm so horrible and all this shit.  My father will barely talk to me for reasons unknown and no one wants to do anything but yet when I decide that I don't want to sit around anymore and go do something they make a huge fuss about me leaving and not spending time with them...wtf? In my opinion they have no right to fuss because when I do try and make the effort to be with them they wont do anything or even talk and all this is doing is making me not want to visit and I am totally ok with waiting till spring break in March to come back again.

Answers

Well in my last post I asked a question about having a feeling in your gut about your significant other and as mama always said trust your gut.  She was right er.. I guess I was right, the boy dumped me and I never did get a clear reason why...O well I guess.

But I have had an epiphany over this break.  Have you ever seen Eat. Pray. Love.? Well in her rant near the beginning she was basically telling the story of my life and I have decided that that's not who I want to be so for the first time in my life not only have I come to terms with being single I also am enjoying it. :)  (Ill throw the clip in at the bottom of this post)

Well Happy Holidays :)

So I have finally sat down for the first time today...

I have been running around like a mad woman today! Going to classes, writing papers, taking breaks on fb lol, shopping for hall council events and I'm finally done for tonight minus a floor meeting in an hour.  And now that I'm sitting here the weight of the world has just hit me and all I want to do is cry for hours.  I am fairly certain that I am just one bad comment or snide remark from a full force emotional break down.  I'm questioning some of my decisions and realizing that my jealousy problems are far worse than I thought, I am stressed over finals and all the work that needs to be done this weekend and I am freaking out about some personal stuff too.

So yeah if you don't hear from me in a few days/weeks then it means i did have my break down and i imploded.